Not Wanted Here

I‘m sitting here under your window pane, wondering why I don’t belong here anymore,

And I’m sitting here trying to figure out how it is you can just walk away, just shut the door,

Thinking about what I should have said, and how sometimes things just don’t work out,

It’s ok, I had my doubts,

Throwing rocks onto the ledge I hum a tune that belongs to us, my dear,

For I’m not wanted here,

I’m not wanted here, not there, no not anywhere,

I keep hiding in the shadow of your mistakes, but you don’t seem to care,

Can’t seem to understand how fast I sank,

My memory just faded and my mind, completely blank,

Forgetting all my current thoughts, I lay there in the sweet summer grass and let go,

I feel as if my conscience rambles on without my saying so,

I rest my head and close my eyes,

But still I can’t forget all your lies,

Not one,

Your sad apology rings in and out and still your damage has been done,

Lying there, passing thoughts through my head,

I wonder how you could be so blind to the winding road ahead,

Throwing my rocks aside, I hum our tune my dear,

For I’m not wanted here.

<3 Webster